We had our 2nd FET yesterday and I've been keeping my spirits up! I go in the 26th for an HCG test. Although I've been told to keep a positive outlook on this, I still find it difficult to do so. We've had such bad luck with the last three, that I hate to say it but I'm not feeling so positive. maybe the increased meds will do it this cycle and we'll have our miracle baby. This baby I've been dreaming about for as long as I wanted kids.
At yoga last night, during the last bit where you lay down and relax, I dreamed that I was holding our baby. Call me crazy, but it felt so real. I stupidly looked again to see when this bundle would be due...Dec. 1st. I can't help but look every time, it's like I'm asking for it.
For an extra method of trying for sticky beans, I'm eating pineapple for the first 5 days after my transfer. I've heard mixed reviews about it, but figured why the hell not try it for myself!
Even though I have mixed feelings about this being 'the one', I am still incredibly hopeful we'll see our first baby in December. I just want to be a mom and give my love to someone we created.
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